Shit Hits The Fan

…is an understatement.

I knew this year was going to be a stress. I just underestimated how much of a lazy fuck I was. Concentration and focus are terrible for me. For example, I’m suppose to be working on a huge paper. What do I do instead? Blog about it so it gets out of my system and look up foods I should eat to maintain focus.

My mind wanders and part of me wants to go search for laptops that I want. I’m also thinking about money management and what I should bring to class tomorrow. How many quarters I need for the bus this week and when can I squeeze in time for the gym. So basically, anything else besides the here and now is on my mind.